I DONT WANNA STEP INTO WATER ANIMORE !!
xiiaoD&me went out todae, or rather ytd . It was fun, walkin in JP or playin jubeat etc...
Not till we went Jurong East Swimming Complex and i had a mishap which made me gain a phobia, a phobia of SWIMMING POOLS !
I couldnt forget tat incident . It was SUPER SCARY and was attach to mahh mind !!
As i slide down and reached dhe water, mahh float overturn !
No big deal rite ! but i was sinking down into de water !
I struggled hardly to touch the ground and to stand up, but i couldnt make it !!
2 times failed but lady luck was wid me the 3rd struggled and i managed to balance and touch the ground .
i was extremely scared and afraid tat i mite drown ! .. drown.. and die..
at first i managed to get on mahh feet but it was like, there is something or force tat kip pulling mahh back down into the pool and the same thing happened fer mahh 2nd struggle .
i was so horrified and petrified and i realli realli tot i couldnt make it and realli hoping someone would jump in and save me .
mahh heart was pumping real hard and fast, as if it was going to fly off mahh chest !
i was supersuper scared and frightened !!
Till now im still sho petrified and upset by tat incident !
Andd its like..
thou i got no god, i still wanna thank god tat im save and sound !
Dhens dhe 3rd time i struggled and i manage to stabilize on mahh feet, i feel sho superly lucky !!
dhen i heaved a sigh of relief and suddenly got tis old lifeguard scolded me tat i shudnt panic and keeping struggling cuz will make me sink even more ..
so diao lurhhs.. its like.. wad else can i do ? i dont noe how to swim, neither do i noe any techniques lurhhs !
its juz a normal reaction for ppl like me who dunno how swim lo pls )):
he oso sae wadd dunno how "plae" dun "plae" la ( in chinese )
...
waahh siao lurhhs !
it's like.. since i p2/p3 nvr go in pool and like.. long time no plae wad.. cannot mehhs !
no nid sho fierce mah .. i oso didn't mean it ..
i oso didn't noe i sho lousy and juz wanna try after such a LONG period ma )):
im supposed tuh be slping now.. but instead,
im crying..
bcuz of tat scary incident and tat old lifeguard's scoldings
:'(
i really really didn't mean it to happen.. seriously !
xiiaoD wasnt wid me at tat time.. and i told him everythinq is fine
i really dont want him to worry and i dont like ppl to console me..
im realli realli supersuper sad now..
as soon as i close mahh eyes, tat scary and horrifying incident will kip appearing in mahh mind, triggering mahh emotions..
im sooooo afraid..
its like haunting me now..
:'(
i need a tight hug badly right now..
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