these few days i realli not feeling very good.
wed was supposed to meet wk early to study, 2-3 got focus but,
he dint tell me wad time r we supposed to meet so since there no school i would definity wake up late.
on tat day i woke up at 10. its early for me OKAY. zzzz
den saw his sms so i replied him.
den i brush teeth, which nids 30mins cuz im used to brush 10 times on 2 tooth ( learn tis from pri school).
i heard my fone ringing so while brushing i sms bak, wait ahh..
den in the end i reach dere ard 11 and of course cant study much.
i noe its my fault but how i noe wad time r we supposed to meet rite?
i dint even noe the time how am i supposed to wake up?
i met him and he gave a bu shuang lookssss all the way.
and the previous day i had vomit, diarrhea, wasnt feeling well so a lil moody.
i realli noe its partially my fault but HE OSO BEARS SOME LA PLS.
wth la. i talk to him and he gave ans like very wad la..
i totallly pissed off by him la, as if my fault onli. zzz
in the beginning i edi tell him i dun love him and doesnt wan any relationship and i realli hope he can leave me alone.
i realli duno how reject ppl when they ask..
cuz i noe asking ppl out nid some courage too.. so if i reject i would feel terribly bad la..
i doesnt wan to fwen him anymore and doesnt wan to go out wid him anymore. i swear.
i told him i wanna go home den he was like.. " huh" with an stupid and not happi look
i REALLI COULD NOT STAND WID HIM LA.. i oways had tolerated him.
on my way to school, i reali feel angry & stupid for making myself to bear wid him and even go out wid him la. den i kip tinking about it and.. i cried.
thou i realli have not lost my patience but i couldnt stand it la..
juz hate it la. NB LA.
on account on previous effort he put, i beared wid him and dun wann fwen him(silent break)
otherwise i would him juz shout at him at the top of my voice and hab a clean break.
thinking bout it and EVEN typing tis post angered me.
tis shall be the last time i will mention him.
Friendster