I missed him alot alot alotalott!!
howw!?!?
i donno what to do..
i couldnt forget about him!
he totally doesnt want to tok to me and he ignored me after the breakup.
IM EXTREMELY UPSET ):
it like the glass shatters into uncountable pieces.
i miss him alot.
i love him even more.
and he doesnt give a damn abt me.
im realli realli very sad..
im crying. i doesnt want any1 to know.
i .. am.. realli sadddsaddddd
i see no meaning in my life... i wan to get tis over.
but i cant. ):
he kips coming in and out of my mind...
i tink of him whenever i go.
i hate to do this, its like im despo fer him.
but.. i juz misses him alot..
i realli hope he could at least sae a hi to me.. juz a simple hi
but its totally impossible. he had clean forgotten me for he had del mahh every trace.
T_T
thou he had been unfaithful to me, i dun care but just kinda disappointed.
i saw him smiled happily with his gf and seemed like dhey had fun, my heaart shattered..
he didnt tell me he had another 1 but he admits after i asked umpteen times.
den he explained i had oways ignored him, filled with guys all ard me and he felt tat i doesnt love him anymore.
wad excuses lo.. i admit i ignored him but.. ok fine..
tat time my mind was super confused lurhhs thus doesnt wan tuhh tok to him but nbms..
i noe the break brings both of us good and i noe we couldnt continue anymore..
but i still love him..
i tink.. i should gib up and let go..
but how.. i realli dun wan to grab on tightly any more..
i nid special motivation. jus plainly supports from my fwens wun do..
i guess i'll have to wait till i meet another who can touches my heart.
Friendster